my heart is shattered ... you know i didnt want to carry on that topic but you insist...
.@7:41 PM.
arhhh! i feel like taking a knife to stab myself! i cannot take it! i cant hide my emotional anymore! i have no idea how to explain my emotion qt all! arhh!
why must you walk into my life! why cant my brain have that delete button! when i want to forget that person or something i can press that button!
maybe its just me! having such a wired taste liking you as a stranger
arh! section competition on saturday! and we are like soo srew up! baa~ my 3rd place! we are so gonna lose it! ba~
.Monday, November 19, 2007@3:01 PM.
im like super bored so i play around with my picture and this the ending one =D
do you see your face there? =D
.@1:23 PM.
It's monday morning. The start of a new day, a new week. I still love you-that hasnt changed. And even though you still havent come back to me I am still holding on, still believing. Its all I have...is to believe.. -someone
.Sunday, November 18, 2007@7:31 PM.
when you're gone by Avril Lavigne
I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus] When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you
I've never felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were, yeah All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
[Chorus]
.Friday, November 16, 2007@2:04 PM.
you are so selfish you don even bother to think for others
.@11:20 AM.
im really bored and i dont know what to post about so im going to do a test!
100. wads ur profile song and why? :kiss the girl i put that song cause i like it?
99. DO YOU HAVE A JOB? : no but i wish i had one
9 8. MIDDLE NAME? : imes
97 . DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE? : maybe.
96. LIED IN THE LAST 24 HRS? : no
95. DO YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT? : yes, i would want to learn more. :D
94. WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU TOOK A PLANE TO? : china
93. WHAT ARE YOU EATING? : nothing.
92. WHAT MAKES YOU MAD? : alot of things. i guess
91. WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? :musician?
90. WHAT'S YOUR NAME? :amanda
89 . WHAT COLOUR IS YOUR HAIR? : black
88. DO YOU HAVE A FRIEND OF THE OPPOSITE SEX YOU CAN TALK TO? : i guess so.
87. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? : a younger brother.
86. WHERE ARE YOU NOW? :home
85. WHAT FUN THING DID YOU DO THIS WEEKEND? : steamboat!
84. DID YOU DO ANYTHING TODAY? : just woke up.
83. ARE YOU HAPPY? : am i?
82. WHAT IS SITTING TO YOUR LEFT, RIGHT NOW? : left;fan ,right;luggage bag
81. WHERE IS YOUR DAD RIGHT NOW? : working
80. DO YOU HAVE ANY KIDS? : NOPE.
79. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO CALL YOU? :tiffany
78. CLOSEST BLACK OBJECT? : hand phone
77 .DO YOU WEAR GLASSES? : nah
76.DO YOU HAVE BRACES? : nope.
75 . DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? : depend
74 . DO YOU OWN ANY PETS? : no
72. LAST TIME YOU LISTENED TO COUNTRY MUSIC? : longg agoooo
68. WHAT CAN YOU HEAR NOW? : tv
65. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING? : my pj! haha
64. LAST PERSON TO COMMENT YOU? : azra
63. DO YOU SING? : yeah.
62. SCREAMO OR COUNTRY? : screamo!!
61. ROCK OR RAP? : rock!!
59. WHO DID YOU LAST CALL? : yp
58. WHO LAST TEXTED YOU? : yp
57. WHAT JEWELERY DO YOU WEAR DAILY? : earrings.
54. WOULD YOU DIE FOR SOMEONE? : if its worth it.
53. LATEST THING YOUVE RECENTLY LEARNED? : blade?
52. ARE YOU COLD NOW? : not really.
51. WHAT DO YOU SMELL? : nothing.
50. IS ANYTHING BOTHERING YOU RIGHT NOW? : yup
48. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TOMORROW? : going to jing's house
47. WHAT DID YOU EAT FOR BREAKFAST? : haven't had.
46. LUNCH? : haven't had.
45. Dinner? : haven't had.
42. CAN YOU SWIM? : YUPP. :D
37. FAVORITE SMELL? : ?!?!
35 . UNITED STATES OR CANADA? : can i have both?
32 . JEANS OR SWEATPANTS? : jeans.
31. WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING? : bathing?
30. ARE YOU GONNA DO IT? :yup after this test
29. DO YOU HAVE SOCKS ON? : nopeee.
28 . DO YOU OWN BIG SUNGLASSES? : yes but the lens drop out! baa~
27. HAVE YOU EVER CRIED SO HARD YOU MADE YOURSELF SICK? : ya.
26. DO YOU LIKE TECHNO? :not really
23. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? : 2.23
19. FAVORITE TV SHOW? :cartoon are my favorite!
18 . DO YOU LIKE 80S MUSIC? : it depends.
16. DO YOU DANCE TO IT? : maybe?maybe not
15 . WHAT KINDA MUSIC DO YOU LIKE? : i listen to any. it depends.
12. BEEN TO LONDON? : wish to.
11.CAN YOU LICK YOUR TOE? : i can do that last time. maybe i still can do it =D
9. BEEN TO COLLEGE? : aiming to.
7. FAVORITE TIME OF THE DAY? :sleeping time
5. SEEN ALL THE SPIDERMAN MOVIES? : nopee.
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? : have it sunny but not too HOT. :)
3. WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO? : nothing maybe him to make that step?
2. EVER GOTTEN LOST IN THE DARK? : ya
1. WHERE IS YOUR NUMBER 1 ON YOUR FRIENDS SPACE AT? : ???
.Thursday, November 15, 2007@9:35 AM.
hello everyone. ... i dont know what to type okay bye =D
.Wednesday, November 14, 2007@9:55 PM.
today is the 14 nov 2007 and i FINALLY got my report book back! its FINALLY OKAY! =DD
okay.. had ss test today for both math and ss test im late! the reason im late is because theres a jam at newton! i will get stuck there for 3o min or more! baa~
friday is the dinner arh! im so stress!
you stupid sotong! you are driving me nuts!
.Tuesday, November 13, 2007@7:18 PM.
MAN I FEEL SO SELFISH! i really feel so selfish! i can just bang my head off! why am i that selfish? and im like getting jealous soo easily! and i dont know im jealous of what?! i just feel it! WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?!?!
maybe i just want to to see me as your one and only
.Monday, November 12, 2007@9:54 PM.
bbaaa~ i really dono what to write! okok. friday is the ani dinner and the band is going to perform baa~ im really bored~
hoho i think they are back! man.. i want to hide myself i want to clam myself down and really settle down in think give me the time
.Friday, November 09, 2007@7:48 PM.
man i want to play cuckoo zoo! the picture is like super cute lah! and you need to imitate the animal! HAHA! I WANT PLAY!
.@7:21 PM.
im so sorry its me not you. i've change its not your fault im so sorry
like someone said when you like someone catch the person before its too late and i guess we are already late
.Thursday, November 08, 2007@10:03 PM.
oh man! when i start doing this i dont feel like stopping at all! haha... but i sleepy i guess this is the last one! everyone;yeah
[one] What is your natural hair color? -black.
[two] Where is your default picture taken? -lift?
[three] What's your middle name? -IMES!
[fo ur] What color do you hate most? -im okay with all ..
[fiv e] Does your crush like you back? -----------
[six] What is your current mood? -lost?
[seven ] What color underwear are you wearing? -black
[eight ] What makes you most happy? -SWEETS!
[nine] Look at a picture/poster in your room, who's on it? -there's no poster/picture in my room
[ten] If you could go back in time and change something, what you would change? -change the me that dont know how to handle that friendship last year
[eleven ] Do you speak any other languages? -chinese malay?
[twelve ] What's your favorite smell? -sea breeze
[thirt een ] If you could describe your life in one word what would it be? -crazy.
[fort een] When was the last time you received a hug? -long long ago
[ fifteen] Have you ever kissed in the rain? -yup
[ sixteen] What/who are you thinking about right now? -someone
[sevent een ] What should you be doing? -off my com
[eighteen ] What was the last thing that made you upset/angry? -i dono
[nine teen] How often do you laugh? -whenever i feel like?
[twenty] Do you like slacking in the yard? -?
[twenty-one] If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want? -----
[twenty -two] Do you act differently aroun d your crush/significant other? -as i said im a sotong that dont know how to haid my feeling
[twenty-t hree] Name one song that reminds you of an ex? -nothing
[twenty - four] Who was the last person to make you cry? -them?
.@9:54 PM.
yeah! another one!
1. How's your life lately? `confusing
2. When was the last time you went out? `today
3 . What was the last movie you saw? `rattatuee
4 . The last place you went? `ecp
5. Missing someone? `maybe
6. What made you smile today? `the suaning that pris made?
7. Are you scared to fall in love? `i guess so
9. Ever thought you were in love? `hmm... yah?
10. What is your status right now? `single
11. Did you dream last night? `yup
12. What were you doing this morning at 7 am? `sleeping
13 . What were you doing this morning at 10am? `watching tv
17 . Do you have a tattoo? `No.
18 . What was the last thing you ate? `biscuits
19 . Last thing you drank? `sugarcane
20. Last text message received? `call me?
2 1 . Do you have a nick name? `yah.currently im known as sotong or mountain tortoise
22. Things you have to do everyday? ` bathe
23. Are you a type of person who easily gets hurt? `i think so
2 4. The last thing you said to one of your girlfrends? `aiya i love you lah
27. Rate your day 1-10. `5
28. Did anything exciting happen today? `yah
31. Type something that is on your mind? `someone
32. How many things in your past do you regret? `if i were to list it down, it'll take forever
33. Do you have a best friend? `yup
34. What do you want to be when you grow up? `dono leh
38 . Do you like your life? `okay lah
4 0 . Has one of your friends ever backstabbed you? `definately
42 .Do you have more friends that are girls or boys? `girls
43. Have you ever skipped school? `yes.this year
.@9:47 PM.
lets flood my blog with survey! its to make you pple bored! =X
1. Who knows the real you? Honestly, God.
2. When was the last time you went out? Uh, Today?
3 .If you could kiss anyone who would it be? dono...
4. What song are you listening to? que yang by rainie
5. who does it reminds you of? past?
6. Last movie you watched? rattatuee
7. Which of your friends live closest to you? aimin yanping
8. What CD is in your stereo? No Stereo yo,
9. Do you drive? i wish
10. What did you do yesterday? band?
12. Do you wear contacts or glasses? none! =D
13. What's your dad's middle name? None.
14. Do you trust your friends? Uh huh.
15.Who was the last person to call you? melinda?
16. What annoys you? good question! come back later
17.Do you want multiple piercing? maybe, maybe not
18.Do you go Clubbing? not at this age
19. Last time you went to the mall? I forgot.
20. What was the last thing you ate? biscuits
21.Which of your friends would make the best roommate? ypo!
22. Last thing you purchased? bread!
23. Last vacation you were in? Indonesia
24. Do people ever spell your name wrongly? i dont think so
25. What's the last compliment you received? sotong? from pris yau
.@9:42 PM.
i went ECP today!!! whooo~ man... i really think ECP is one place where really make me think i realise that everything was a habit. the feeling from - to habit. okay to solve all your question i think i dont like him.. but weather i like another person is another question cause i really dono! i want to quieten down first im really following my heart
.Tuesday, November 06, 2007@8:02 PM.
i want to go m.i.a but i cant i got no time! baa~ okay i want to be as low profile as possible
.Monday, November 05, 2007@8:01 PM.
baa~ i really have so many thing in my mind now.. but i don know how to phrase everything im so trouble really trouble i have no idea where am i standing at all? suddenly i don know where am i walking to... i dono if i should i hang on anot? i got so many question to ask so many things to say! but who can i tell? some one pls help me! pull me out from this! i don to be seen through so easily! i don want! just by speaking softly or being restless pple will know something is happening even a smile if im happy. am i really that super blur sotong that don even know how to hide my emotional? i really dono. im really lost...
we are like magnet but we don come together when we are close but we repel when we are close
this is not the only problem there are many more. baa~
.Thursday, November 01, 2007@9:04 PM.
311007;Wednesday had class bbq at east cost!! walk 1hr to the bbq Pitt! can die lor... luckly melody walk with me walk half way we bought ICECREAM!! HAHAHA! planned to start the fire at 4 but in the end we start at 8.. at 9 help them return their bike! chiong until my hand got blister! cause i was rushing home in the end i cabbed with Jiamin ,her bf and melody they went newton for supper! =D
011107;Friday nth happen today! =X baaa~~~
now my hand is super uglyyy! cause i poke the blister and it burst! bbh!
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IMES C
My best friend says I'm a mega retard(:
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