Look at me I will never pass for a perfect bride Or a perfect daughter Can it be I'm not meant to play this part? Now I see That if I were truly to be myself I would break my fam'ly's heart
Who is that girl I see Staring straight Back at me? Why is my reflection someone I don't know? Somehow I cannot hide Who I am Though I've tried When will my reflection show Who I am inside? When will my reflection show Who I am inside?
.Sunday, January 27, 2008@9:12 PM.
baa~ my feeling now is like a splat i dont know how to explain my feeling now i mean i know its so messy inside angry/sad/or im just emo? i feel like talking to you, my dear sister but i dont know how to start the topic because we have stopped talking like sister long long ago
polka is coming. i have pple not doing what they should do now and most of my good instrument need to send for repair double siao-ness i think i cant cope all this at a shot
okay stop being emo amanda! this is so crap
hooray!! new year coming! =D finally i can eat all those heaty food hahaha new clothes too! but i seriously have no time to go out and buy. i miss my long hair. cause i look like a doll now when i wear a dress! hair hurry grow pls? (:
hah. school ended at 8.30 am last friday! jealous right i was just joking wanted to bowl but end up sleeping like a pig!
i have been a pignormal human these few days eating and sleeping(: so this explain why im putting weight ):
i miss being a kid having that simple thinking everything was so simple i miss that part ): Ljoy camp pic(: i miss those crazy tiring days
i miss someone but i really dont know who. im just so emohappy these few days. ba~
stop asking me who i like. im going to say agn. and i said before. i have stopped like ice fullstop maybe i will like him agn thats another question
when will my princess story begin? when would the ever ever after come?
.Tuesday, January 15, 2008@8:41 PM.
okay i know i haven been updating so im here today to update?
okay polka is like in 8 weeks time. baa~ so many things to practice. mr tan want to all clarinet player to my solo! D= so it wound not be called solo! ): i hope he will change his mind (: okay okay.. i will let the picture to do all the talkings =D
Ljoy welcome party; we were giving the monkey out. and each of us can take one money home! =D okay that monkey is not mine its there for show=D
the one on the hat is mine =D
yes gabriel and i was bullying john (hahah)
last friday went out for dinner with Mabel huixin yp Beatrice and audrey and audrey was sitting at the opposite side. so this explain why this post is almost full of her picture.
i spy with my little eyes... someone name that is starting with the letter A!
okay the answer is audrey.. hahaaa..
some retarted picture of her happily cam whoring with my phone
as you can see she must be very bored! she took all this pic by herself=D
sunday; helped in little lamb. new learning experience =D
rui en
mark
michelle
had lunch at westlake!~ supper scary. 4 bowls of rice! =/ baa~ lucky nath help me eat one bowl. =D
.Thursday, January 10, 2008@9:03 PM.
Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you: You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
the real me? 1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5. Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.
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will blog when i have the time, mood and energy =D
.Tuesday, January 01, 2008@8:32 PM.
happy new year everyone! its 2008 already! can you believe it? last year went pass very fast right? but this year would be faster! cause of N and all that!~ school starting already. and i haven started buying my school books! im dead i know. and i can see that im standing at the wall soon! hahaha... okok.
okay everyone! im here to promote polka IV its on the 12 of march wednesday tickets are going at $12 each we are playing -carmen fantasy -chorale and jublioso and many more...
if you are interested or you got any more question or doubt pls mail me at mandapandascream@hotmail.com
will update the concert again! =D
Biography.
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My best friend says I'm a mega retard(:
and my phone is super CHIO! PS, I like PINK.
i miss those crazy 
okay that monkey is not mine its there for show=D
the one on the hat is mine =D
yes gabriel and i was bullying john (hahah)
i spy with my little eyes...
okay the answer is audrey..
some retarted picture of her happily cam whoring with my phone
as you can see she must be very bored!
rui en
mark
michelle
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