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.Thursday, October 18, 2007@9:10 PM.

i have been thinking about this....
i think i should stop putting that high expectation on mr.Joker anymore.
(to cut shorten the name mr.Joker is mr.J)
stop wishing that he will be back at my side help me when i need help,
pray for me, listen to me, talk to me and fight with me.
i admit that our relationship was closer than friends but it didnt went to a BGR,
it stop at the sister sister relationship.(which is more than enough
i was really happy that we could be sister at the time cause i only know know during Christmas last year.
but all this ended during this year to be expect it was my SYF period.
on that day itself.
after i got back my result for SYF i was seriously disappointed and sad
the first person that came into my mind was mr.J
cause i knew he would be there for me and help me.
but all my thought was wrong.
when i tried to walk out of that breaking news,
he push me back into a saded one.
he just said 'orh okay'.
this is different from this
'come on, just hang on...'
he said this to me when i said that i was tired of band
he really pull me back to that track when he said that
you may say that maybe at that time he was busy or something like that.
i wanted to believed that too but no.
he really stop all that being that sister i know.
when i share that i was an sl(which i wanted)
he said that agn.
after he said that that good news to me felt that it wasnt good.
after that incident we started avoiding each other.


after a few months
i thought that everything had settled down
as we gave each other time to clam down and think
but all this didnt work out.
our sister relationship just end there.
and now we are completely strangers.
no hi no smile at each other anymore.
completely strangers...
its not that i don want to accepted him as a friend anymore.
but he is not willing.
like what pple say.
it takes two hand to clap.
so no point if one party is willing and the others is not.
but i can say.
if he still want us to be friends.
im willing to start everything again.

i blogging this not because i miss him or what
im blogging because i really regret lossing friend like him.


i got no mood to blog other thing now.
bye~







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